River Retreat: Behind The Illusion of Darkness is The Brightest Light

It’s been more than a week since our last retreat and as the participants have been home in Australia or Bali, Singapore and Malaysia integrating their experience, so have we been in rest and reflection.

There are many people whom we have had the privilege to work with over the last 17 years that have dived into the memories of their soul journey and in the process, encountering horrific misdeeds in past lives that have hurt and harmed so many that those actions had left imprints of deep shadows in their soul memory. These old memories are the secrets of their soul which they would rather forget or bury forever out of horror, self-judgement, guilt and shame.

They, in this current lifetime, often mistrusted themselves, felt disconnected, lacked self-confidence, feared engaging with groups or crowds and held back their power.

There is often a hidden feeling in such individuals that if anyone really knew them, if they truly showed what they carry inside, the wickedness or darkness that they subconsciously judge as residing in their hearts would be revealed and be reviled by all.

And therefore, unconscious masks are often set in place as a disguise so that they are able to function as seemingly cheerful, good and balanced people. That is, until they released the darkness and discovered that it wasn’t their True Selves at all! In fact, their True Selves are Love, Wisdom, Compassion, Truth and are Powerful. They discovered that their True Selves are undying as they, as individuals, have “died” so many times in the past and are still existing today.

The beautiful souls who came together at the last retreat were a group of very powerful beings who were able to support each other with their combined energies to allow us both to take them through the level of Darkness that many would quail to see let alone confront. The long-hidden secrets of their souls.

It took epic Courage and incredible humility. It took Trust.

And they did it.

After the booting out of stubborn entities by releasing pacts and agreements spanning many lifetimes, the participants regained Clarity and were able release their self-horror, self-judgement and self-punishment and then to ask for and receive forgiveness as well as to forgive themselves. Forgiveness at such an integrated level, Body, Mind and Soul, were achieved by all and opened for 2 people new levels in their decision to reconnect with the Highest Divine Source of Love/God, after feeling lost in darkness for so long. Energy surged and tingled through their bodies, into their hearts and tears of gratitude, joy and bliss flowed as they experienced what they had longed for and had only previously read about! Such an immensely profound and Divine experience can only be hinted at as words fail.

Many participants cleared subconscious issues of fear and mistrust with Feminine and Mother energies, re-balancing their male and female aspects.

One participant who could not have a short conversation with her mother without feelings of irritation and aggravation rising, discovered that she harboured guilt and shame towards her mother’s soul from deeds of revenge in a recent past life that destroyed the lives of all involved. This old guilt and shame subconsciously prevented her from fully receiving her mother’s love in this current lifetime and she created justifications for her anger towards her mother in order to distance herself from that love which she felt she no longer deserved. What joy when all the guilt was released and forgiveness was sought and received. She felt herself in her mother’s arms in deep, loving embrace. Her heart filled with love and she looked forward eagerly to return home for long overdue hugs.

Most importantly, she forgave herself and could open her heart to reconnect with her Self. She reported a week later that she now speaks naturally and easily with her mother and is planning a holiday with her!

All participants returned from the retreat with much Light-er hearts, glowing beaming faces and a new sense of who they truly are. A true sense of Freedom. It was the Divine Law of Grace at work and what a Grace!

Thank you, our beloved teachers, Isa and Yolanda Lindwall for your gift and legacy.

Thank you Divine Providence and Divine Beings who were present at our retreat to hold us all steady with your Love and Energy.

We are all truly Blessed.